Tuesday 28 February 2017

SETTLE UP EVERYHING

Assalam.. skrg jam pukul 3.00 pagi.. dan ak terjaga dari tido since 12.45 lagi.. Takde nak cakap pape pun.. just nk reply balik blog post lepas.. hmm.. ak yg terover thinking sbnrnya.. takpe lah. Better ak simpan terasa hati ini n pretend nothing happen.. sbb ak yg crate situation mcm tu pdahal org keliling tu tak prasan pn knp ak buat cmtu. Takpelah hahaha.. So cerita psl degree life la kan.. skrg da masuk week 3 of sem 2.. hmm?? Respon abt this sem? Serius penat do. Klas isnin-rabu straight smpai mlm.. peh.. redho je la.. so far.. ok je kot cuba nk adapt dgn matric life balik tu yg susah.. kelas awal2 kul 8 lak tu.. so basicly mmg hari esok klas pagi tu ak tdo awal.. and impressly, bgus jugak la bcs ak da bole bgun sewal 5pagi hoho.. but the performance is quite bad la.. otak ak smpai kul 5 je limited.. lebih dari tu seriously tak boleh masuk dan ak sgt riaau dgn botany plamt physiology ni.. kalau genetic tu ok lagi ar. Bnde2 complicated camni act lec kene tunjuk video utk fhmkn student.. tp ni cara dy ajar kan .. tk nak smua dia suap so cari la sendiri.. tp ni suggestion ak la.. sbb pkul 5-7 tu its too hard for our brain to absorb new things dgn cara kuliah tgk slide.. we need something like video.. plus sgt lah penat sbb ade klas sblum tu.. hmm.. so tu about one.. err.. itu je kot ..

Oh yeah act nk brcerita .. spanjang 3 minggu ni ak diuji dgn mcm2 penyakit huhu.. minggu first demam.. second gastrik.. third is period pain.. smlm da pegi pku tapi ak still pung pang pung pang membebel knp ak tak layak dpt mc dgn double pain sebegitu siap cucuk dan knp hafiz senang2 je dpt mc sehari.. its not fair actually.. and ak taktau nk bt muke kesian sakit cmna dh.. ak ingt kne tahan 2 jam tu kira da kritikal la bole mc last2 em hampeh. Dpt time slip je.. nasib la dr andrew ok je.. dr wan ni ha susah sikit nk slowtalk.. act ak geram sbb lab report ak kne tolak satu mark sbb hntr lewat.. seyes lah smlm mmg ak takde mase nk antar dh balik pn kul 4.. tak sempat nk kirim kawan hntrkan.. i think it is ok ..ak nk bangkang actually knp kne tolak gak sedangkan ak sakit siaaa ... it's not fair.... klau hafiz takde td mmg ak da bangkang la nape tolak mark.. ak kne rawatan smpai kul 4.. ok la mmg ade optional lain which is hntr lebih awal.. hmm.. at that time ak x bole wat pape sbb org tu ngah sakit.. kesian.. so antar la hri ni.. tgk2 kne tolak..takpelahhh. ak pn redhaa. But still I think tak patut la dia buat mcm tu.. kesian student sakit.. buatnya pengsan for the whole day takkan la she still nk deduct mark.. seriously its not fair... 😑 Dlm dunia ni byk yg tak adil.. dr yg susah bg mc.. lec yg too strict.. ak mls nk brtekak so i just let it be je la kne tolak pn kan.. its her right.. i dont have any ability or right to talk in front of dear dr... hmm.. so tu dy cite harini.. is about byk ujian melanda.. and i hope gastrik yg dy kna tu cpt sembuh.. risau sangat  bila dy kena ..da la first time mesti susah nk adapt mcm ak dlu... huaaa.. awak kuat tauu. 😭😭 hm ...

Oh yeaa harini jugak ak tgk kawan2 n dak2 stpm smua da dpt result.. and totally i guess kawan2 ak smua result gempak dekan2 smua hahhaha. Seyes la ak tabik. Padu gais.. kalau degree blh dpt pointer cmtu mmg salute ah.. malangnya tak semudah tu beb nk score in degree hahahaha... sem 1 2 bope la kau gempak even main2 blajar.. buatnye second third year.. sakit doh... bukan utk takutkan but this is reality n every of us have to face this.. kehidupan di universiti brgelar sbg sorg pelajar bukan suatu yg mudah.. its not about masuk kuliah kluar, jawab exam blah and thats how the ending ... nope.. its about how u learn to be a good person.. nk adapt with environment.. its not easy .. for this time, byk lagi perangai org yg hg akan jumpak.. and choose la the best one to stay.. the thing is, cooperation is important to succedd.. smua benda ni kna balance dlm diri..😊 orait just that ak nk bebel sbb mata dh start ngantuk balik.. so yeah.. congrats utk kwn2 n smua stpm candidates... !